Balance.

I am alive. I have kept myself just enough 'busy' to have an excuse not to write.

I love writing, but as with everything that I do, I need to give 100% or not at all.

I am struggling with balance.

I have been maintaining with the professional.

He remains my rock.

I am still committed to my transformation.

I am at that point where I am learning to combine all the lessons that I am learning, all my old habits, old desires, and new needs.

This is probably the most difficult period of my life.

I have learned so much this past year.

I know better, now.

What happens going forward is my choice of doing what I know is good and right.

Instead of just doing what I know.

I'm not done. Not even close.

I have a goal and I know that, now.

I'll continue to learn and transition.

"Be patient..."

That is what I keep telling myself.