I am alive. I have kept myself just enough 'busy' to have an excuse not to write.
I love writing, but as with everything that I do, I need to give 100% or not at all.
I am struggling with balance.
I have been maintaining with the professional.
He remains my rock.
I am still committed to my transformation.
I am at that point where I am learning to combine all the lessons that I am learning, all my old habits, old desires, and new needs.
This is probably the most difficult period of my life.
I have learned so much this past year.
I know better, now.
What happens going forward is my choice of doing what I know is good and right.
Instead of just doing what I know.
I'm not done. Not even close.
I have a goal and I know that, now.
I'll continue to learn and transition.
"Be patient..."
That is what I keep telling myself.
